Up From Slavery
An Autobiography
By Booker T. Washington
About Up From Slavery
In Up from Slavery, Washington recounts the story of his life—from slave to educator. The early sections deal with his upbringing as a slave and his efforts to get an education. Washington details his transition from student to teacher, and outlines his own development as an educator and founder of the Tuskegee Institute in Alabama. In the final chapters of Up From Slavery, Washington describes his career as a public speaker and civil rights activist.
Excerpt
I was born a slave on a plantation in Franklin County, Virginia. I am
not quite sure of the exact place or exact date of my birth, but at any
rate I suspect I must have been born somewhere and at some time. As
nearly as I have been able to learn, I was born near a cross-roads
post-office called Hale's Ford, and the year was 1858 or 1859.* I do not
know the month or the day. The earliest impressions I can now recall
are of the plantation and the slave quarters—the latter being the part
of the plantation where the slaves had their cabins.
*According to Louis H. Harlan's Booker T. Washington: The Making of a Black Leader, 1856-1901, Washington was born in 1856.
My
life had its beginning in the midst of the most miserable, desolate,
and discouraging surroundings. This was so, however, not because my
owners were especially cruel, for they were not, as compared with many
others. I was born in a typical log cabin, about fourteen by sixteen
feet square. In this cabin I lived with my mother and a brother and
sister till after the Civil War, when we were all declared free.
Of
my ancestry I know almost nothing. In the slave quarters, and even
later, I heard whispered conversations among the coloured people of the
tortures which the slaves, including, no doubt, my ancestors on my
mother's side, suffered in the middle passage of the slave ship while
being conveyed from Africa to America. I have been unsuccessful in
securing any information that would throw any accurate light upon the
history of my family beyond my mother. She, I remember, had a
half-brother and a half-sister. In the days of slavery not very much
attention was given to family history and family records—that is, black
family records. My mother, I suppose, attracted the attention of a
purchaser who was afterward my owner and hers. Her addition to the slave
family attracted about as much attention as the purchase of a new horse
or cow. Of my father I know even less than of my mother. I do not even
know his name. I have heard reports to the effect that he was a white
man who lived on one of the near-by plantations. Whoever he was, I never
heard of his taking the least interest in me or providing in any way
for my rearing. But I do not find especial fault with him. He was simply
another unfortunate victim of the institution which the Nation
unhappily had engrafted upon it at that time.
The cabin was not
only our living-place, but was also used as the kitchen for the
plantation. My mother was the plantation cook. The cabin was without
glass windows; it had only openings in the side which let in the light,
and also the cold, chilly air of winter. There was a door to the
cabin—that is, something that was called a door—but the uncertain hinges
by which it was hung, and the large cracks in it, to say nothing of the
fact that it was too small, made the room a very uncomfortable one. In
addition to these openings there was, in the lower right-hand corner of
the room, the "cat-hole,"—a contrivance which almost every mansion or
cabin in Virginia possessed during the ante-bellum period. The
"cat-hole" was a square opening, about seven by eight inches, provided
for the purpose of letting the cat pass in and out of the house at will
during the night. In the case of our particular cabin I could never
understand the necessity for this convenience, since there were at least
a half-dozen other places in the cabin that would have accommodated the
cats. There was no wooden floor in our cabin, the naked earth being
used as a floor. In the centre of the earthen floor there was a large,
deep opening covered with boards, which was used as a place in which to
store sweet potatoes during the winter. An impression of this
potato-hole is very distinctly engraved upon my memory, because I recall
that during the process of putting the potatoes in or taking them out I
would often come into possession of one or two, which I roasted and
thoroughly enjoyed. There was no cooking-stove on our plantation, and
all the cooking for the whites and slaves my mother had to do over an
open fireplace, mostly in pots and "skillets." While the poorly built
cabin caused us to suffer with cold in the winter, the heat from the
open fireplace in summer was equally trying.
The early years of
my life, which were spent in the little cabin, were not very different
from those of thousands of other slaves. My mother, of course, had
little time in which to give attention to the training of her children
during the day. She snatched a few moments for our care in the early
morning before her work began, and at night after the day's work was
done. one of my earliest recollections is that of my mother cooking a
chicken late at night, and awakening her children for the purpose of
feeding them. How or where she got it I do not know. I presume, however,
it was procured from our owner's farm. Some people may call this theft.
If such a thing were to happen now, I should condemn it as theft
myself. But taking place at the time it did, and for the reason that it
did, no one could ever make me believe that my mother was guilty of
thieving. She was simply a victim of the system of slavery. I cannot
remember having slept in a bed until after our family was declared free
by the Emancipation Proclamation. Three children—John, my older brother,
Amanda, my sister, and myself—had a pallet on the dirt floor, or, to be
more correct, we slept in and on a bundle of filthy rags laid upon the
dirt floor.
I was asked not long ago to tell something about the
sports and pastimes that I engaged in during my youth. Until that
question was asked it had never occurred to me that there was no period
of my life that was devoted to play. From the time that I can remember
anything, almost every day of my life has been occupied in some kind of
labour; though I think I would now be a more useful man if I had had
time for sports. During the period that I spent in slavery I was not
large enough to be of much service, still I was occupied most of the
time in cleaning the yards, carrying water to the men in the fields, or
going to the mill, to which I used to take the corn, once a week, to be
ground. The mill was about three miles from the plantation. This work I
always dreaded. The heavy bag of corn would be thrown across the back of
the horse, and the corn divided about evenly on each side; but in some
way, almost without exception, on these trips, the corn would so shift
as to become unbalanced and would fall off the horse, and often I would
fall with it. As I was not strong enough to reload the corn upon the
horse, I would have to wait, sometimes for many hours, till a chance
passer-by came along who would help me out of my trouble. The hours
while waiting for some one were usually spent in crying. The time
consumed in this way made me late in reaching the mill, and by the time I
got my corn ground and reached home it would be far into the night. The
road was a lonely one, and often led through dense forests. I was
always frightened. The woods were said to be full of soldiers who had
deserted from the army, and I had been told that the first thing a
deserter did to a Negro boy when he found him alone was to cut off his
ears. Besides, when I was late in getting home I knew I would always get
a severe scolding or a flogging.
I had no schooling whatever
while I was a slave, though I remember on several occasions I went as
far as the schoolhouse door with one of my young mistresses to carry her
books. The picture of several dozen boys and girls in a schoolroom
engaged in study made a deep impression upon me, and I had the feeling
that to get into a schoolhouse and study in this way would be about the
same as getting into paradise.
So far as I can now recall, the
first knowledge that I got of the fact that we were slaves, and that
freedom of the slaves was being discussed, was early one morning before
day, when I was awakened by my mother kneeling over her children and
fervently praying that Lincoln and his armies might be successful, and
that one day she and her children might be free. In this connection I
have never been able to understand how the slaves throughout the South,
completely ignorant as were the masses so far as books or newspapers
were concerned, were able to keep themselves so accurately and
completely informed about the great National questions that were
agitating the country. From the time that Garrison, Lovejoy, and others
began to agitate for freedom, the slaves throughout the South kept in
close touch with the progress of the movement. Though I was a mere child
during the preparation for the Civil War and during the war itself, I
now recall the many late-at-night whispered discussions that I heard my
mother and the other slaves on the plantation indulge in. These
discussions showed that they understood the situation, and that they
kept themselves informed of events by what was termed the "grape-vine"
telegraph.
During the campaign when Lincoln was first a candidate
for the Presidency, the slaves on our far-off plantation, miles from
any railroad or large city or daily newspaper, knew what the issues
involved were. When war was begun between the North and the South, every
slave on our plantation felt and knew that, though other issues were
discussed, the primal one was that of slavery. Even the most ignorant
members of my race on the remote plantations felt in their hearts, with a
certainty that admitted of no doubt, that the freedom of the slaves
would be the one great result of the war, if the Northern armies
conquered. Every success of the Federal armies and every defeat of the
Confederate forces was watched with the keenest and most intense
interest. Often the slaves got knowledge of the results of great battles
before the white people received it. This news was usually gotten from
the coloured man who was sent to the post-office for the mail. In our
case the post-office was about three miles from the plantation, and the
mail came once or twice a week.The man who was sent to the office would
linger about the place long enough to get the drift of the conversation
from the group of white people who naturally congregated there, after
receiving their mail, to discuss the latest news. The mail-carrier on
his way back to our master's house would as naturally retail the news
that he had secured among the slaves, and in this way they often heard
of important events before the white people at the "big house," as the
master's house was called.
I cannot remember a single instance
during my childhood or early boyhood when our entire family sat down to
the table together, and God's blessing was asked, and the family ate a
meal in a civilized manner. on the plantation in Virginia, and even
later, meals were gotten by the children very much as dumb animals get
theirs. It was a piece of bread here and a scrap of meat there. It was a
cup of milk at one time and some potatoes at another. Sometimes a
portion of our family would eat out of the skillet or pot, while some
one else would eat from a tin plate held on the knees, and often using
nothing but the hands with which to hold the food. When I had grown to
sufficient size, I was required to go to the "big house" at meal-times
to fan the flies from the table by means of a large set of paper fans
operated by a pulley. Naturally much of the conversation of the white
people turned upon the subject of freedom and the war, and I absorbed a
good deal of it. I remember that at one time I saw two of my young
mistresses and some lady visitors eating ginger-cakes, in the yard. At
that time those cakes seemed to me to be absolutely the most tempting
and desirable things that I had ever seen; and I then and there resolved
that, if I ever got free, the height of my ambition would be reached if
I could get to the point where I could secure and eat ginger-cakes in
the way that I saw those ladies doing.
Of course as the war was
prolonged the white people, in many cases, often found it difficult to
secure food for themselves. I think the slaves felt the deprivation less
than the whites, because the usual diet for the slaves was corn bread
and pork, and these could be raised on the plantation; but coffee, tea,
sugar, and other articles which the whites had been accustomed to use
could not be raised on the plantation, and the conditions brought about
by the war frequently made it impossible to secure these things. The
whites were often in great straits. Parched corn was used for coffee,
and a kind of black molasses was used instead of sugar. Many times
nothing was used to sweeten the so-called tea and coffee.
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